Thursday, March 1, 2012


I have ABSOLUTELY neglected this. I'm not to sure who comes across this page, or who takes the time to read it but if you do THANK YOU. Honestly I talk from personal experiences and personal likes, dislikes, wants and needs. If in any way its not what you consider interesting or cool....then alll means click that back button. :) BUT for those of you who stay and enjoy my random outbursts and sometimes lacking posts, lets venture on to what has been going on in my life recently. I work alllll the time, spend most my evenings in the comfort of my room txting the ones closest to me. On a night out its usually my best guy friends(6 guys) who are alllllll very close and my girlfriends(2) who are the only girls I cant live without. We usually find ourselves out at our local bar, where strangely enough they really do KNOW OUR NAMES! hahah (cheers reference....sorrrrrry if you don't understand). Other than that I'm spending the time the way I want it. Video games, Reading, Shopping, Hiking, and any out door activity is reallly what I am enjoying. I'm casually dating, nothing to serious...after getting out of my nine year relationship I wanna do my own thing and experience time alone. I truly feel that unless you spend some time alone and find yourself then you'll never be happy in a relationship with someone else. Things seem to be moving along here its already March and its already been a very busy year. Hopefully more eventful things to come!

Remember.....NOTHING is a mistake because it leads you to exactly where you are today. An there is a reason you are here.

-Yours truly

Thursday, October 6, 2011

What I am loving right now!

Hello! Lately I have been SUPER obsessed with watching movies. I recently bought myself a blu-ray player and cant help myself from buying new blu-ray movies. Its becoming a big problem of mine ahhah some of the movies I have recently spent a good penny on are...
Loved it! not a lot of people enjoyed Red Riding Hood, but I did. :)
Bridesmaids was sooooo funny! Such a great chick flick. Picked this one up as soon as it came out. If you haven't watched it PLEASE DO SO NOW!
Although I have yet to see this Transformers movie, I own all the other ones. It was a must to get the third one. I need to watch it still but I am sure I will love it.
Another one I have yet to watch, but its a classic it features one of the sexiest scenes to date and one of the most memorable songs featured in a movie. Watch and you will know exactly what I am speaking about. :)
I cant say enough how AMAZING this movie is. If you read my blog then you will know exactly why! <3 enough said.
Jane Eyre, I cant tell you how much I cried during this movie. Its my guilty pleasure right now, when I feel sad or in a cuddly kind of mood I watch this movie. Just simply amazing. LOVE LOVE LOVE THIS!
CLASSIC! Need I say more...
Love how he is such a badass in this movie. Grrrreeeeat movie.
Haven't watched the whole movie, but I liked what I saw very much!
And of course The Lion King, before they put it back in the vault. I am trying to collect all Disney movies on DVD. I own them all on VHS but of course who still owns one of those. hahah
I love Henry Selick movies, I enjoy how dark they are. Nightmare before Christmas Is one of my alll time favorite movies.
I think that is about it for now!!!

Join me for movie nights, or suggest a movie for me to watch that you just love!!!

Blu-Ray addict.

Friday, September 30, 2011

Random thoughts

I feel so flustered and out of sink lately. I wonder if its alllllll that's going on in life or just my lack of true focus on anything right now. I need to make a constant reminder for myself everyday that I will and can be HAPPY! I am not alone... although honestly it feels like it. It feels like I am at a standstill at this moment in my life, not really digressing... but not progressing either. A still moment in my life is what I call it, I really would like to be working on things that make me happy and that I truly enjoy. So here I sit with my mind running wild of all the possibility's that lay before me. I am young, anything I could want or need are right here around me. Now that  being said,  a list of things I truly want right now is what I have decided to create. I will list the most honest and truest request I often find myself always thinking about. I will also make sure this list is something I can easily pursue or accomplish. I mean I cant sit here and say "Meet Chris Hemsworth and MARRY him" .....not possible ....or is it. ; ) haha you get my point.

1. Finish Eat, Pray, Love

2. Loose weight by being HEALTHY
3.Talk to that certain boy who catches my eye! 
4.Build Stronger relationships with those close to me 
5.Save MONEY!!!! 
6.Try new things..Food, Music, Activities, Books, Movies, etc...
7.Live each day knowing things truly do happen for a reason. 

I think that is a strong enough list at this point, I feel good about the things on here. Something I can work on everyday. I just need to take more BRAVE. Strike while I still have the time as my mom would put it. Truly live life, that's my ultimate goal at this point. After having such a harsh break up I feel re-born again in a sense, being exposed to a hole new life....a single life. No one to hold me back, hurt me, make me worry, make me cry, make me second guess myself.  Its just me...

and I'm learning to be perfectly okay with that. 

Thursday, September 29, 2011

What a day, had work from the crack of dawn this morning till just about 5pm. I am beat but not tired enough to skip my blog. There are some things I am digging at this moment and I thought I would blog about it...why not! :)

First is this new fragrance from Coach called Poppy Flower, smells AMAZING!!!
Second is going to my gym!!! I love it!! Such a stress reliever. I feel a SOOOOO much better after I spend an hour or so at the gym.
Third is my obsession for The Office, I love the relationship between Jim and Pam, and who can honestly say that don't want a boss like Micheal Scott.

Fourth! Going out with my friends and having a good time! It's been a long time since I have been single and its nice to just go out and enjoy the night.
more to come I promise!!!!

...It's been a while

.....How do I even begin, it feels like I have been to HELL and back. I finally fully recovered from surgery on my stomach although the scars don't fully go away I am happy to say that I no longer have that agonizing pain in my stomach anymore. WOOOOO! Now its just a different pain, after being with my boyfriend for 9 years we finally called it quits. I have no words to fully describe how hurt I am by the break up and as much as I wish I could say it was mutual.... it wasn't he unfortunately broke my heart in a million pieces. I wanted to take a break from life, literally shut down...but I cant I have to pick up whats left of me and keep moving on. It sucks EVERY SINGLE DAY....and I still have faith that the perfect person is out there for me It just wasn't him as much as I wanted it to be. I stopped blogging and stop using the popular social networks to prevent seeing stuff about him or having people question me about it. I did however want to write this blog, I kept a "Break Up" journal for myself it helped me vent alllll the things I really wanted to say but never wanted to get in touch with him about. Its kinda like those drunk txts that you send or those drunk phone calls you make that you wish someone would have grabbed that phone and said STOP!!!! I feel a huge weight lift from me after I write it alll down its like therapy without having to spend the money and then a light bulb went off and I said to myself MY BLOG!!! I totally stopped doing this verrrry thing I am writing in a book about. So now I am back blogging about my broken heart and how someone really heals after TRULY GOING THREW ONE OF THOSE LIFE DEFINING BREAK UPS, the first love, the first boyfriend the first everything is what he wast to me. The man I thought I would spend my WHOLE entire life with. Nine long years spent with this man, built me into the person I am today unfortunately butttt I have learned a lot from that relationship and I can honestly say its a day by day process but I am working on it, and happy to have a place to write all this stuff down. So if you do follow my blog bare with me its going to be a bumpy road. That being said I do believe things happen for a reason and this is just one test in the many I will run into in life and I am ready to tackle this head on!!! I hope you guys will come on this journey with me I still love make up and clothing and everything in between just a little broken right now but I will be fixed again I know it.



Wednesday, February 9, 2011

Wants versus Needs!

ELLOOO! Like usually there are a lot of things I am digging this month, other then the simple fact that I literally can eat whatever I want and have to hit the gym twice a day to maintain not gaining weight there are still some things lacking :) 

OHHHHHHHHHHHHHH and totally ran into a celebrity at my local Urban Outfitters! :) 
Yes there whole family was shopping at UO. Its Judd Apatow and wife Leslie Mann. Judd wrote and produced Funny People staring his wife and Adam Sandler. HUUUGE fan of his movies. And she is gorgeous in person. :) 

Anyways back on subject.....
 This bag is sooo adorable! I have had my eye on it for quite some time! Its about $60ish including shipping. But sooooo cute! If anyone else is interested the link is ------------->

To get my stuff done for school! BLAHHHHH so thrilled to have some time off from my surgery butttt It is time to get back to the real world and start putting my future back on the straight path! :) 

AHHHHH! Do I even need to say why! SOOOOO legit. My first pair of dunks I fell in love with but there old and thrashed so its time for some new bad boys!!! :) I want them sooooo bad! Pretty pricey but hey......

To visit my bestie! Its a must of the highest degree! She lives kinda far away but stilllll need to see her! <3 

<333333 hot damn!!! 

I think that is all for now. Well at least all I can think of, I feel like through out the day I know exactly what to say and put on here and then all of a sudden my brain goes into a malfunction and I have nooooo clue what to write or say! :) hahha 
Have a great night!

Sunday, January 30, 2011


Yes a friend convinced me to get a Tumblr and I must say I am quite obsessed with the site. Really cool I will post my link below if anyone wants to check it out :)