Thursday, October 6, 2011

What I am loving right now!

Hello! Lately I have been SUPER obsessed with watching movies. I recently bought myself a blu-ray player and cant help myself from buying new blu-ray movies. Its becoming a big problem of mine ahhah some of the movies I have recently spent a good penny on are...
Loved it! not a lot of people enjoyed Red Riding Hood, but I did. :)
Bridesmaids was sooooo funny! Such a great chick flick. Picked this one up as soon as it came out. If you haven't watched it PLEASE DO SO NOW!
Although I have yet to see this Transformers movie, I own all the other ones. It was a must to get the third one. I need to watch it still but I am sure I will love it.
Another one I have yet to watch, but its a classic it features one of the sexiest scenes to date and one of the most memorable songs featured in a movie. Watch and you will know exactly what I am speaking about. :)
I cant say enough how AMAZING this movie is. If you read my blog then you will know exactly why! <3 enough said.
Jane Eyre, I cant tell you how much I cried during this movie. Its my guilty pleasure right now, when I feel sad or in a cuddly kind of mood I watch this movie. Just simply amazing. LOVE LOVE LOVE THIS!
CLASSIC! Need I say more...
Love how he is such a badass in this movie. Grrrreeeeat movie.
Haven't watched the whole movie, but I liked what I saw very much!
And of course The Lion King, before they put it back in the vault. I am trying to collect all Disney movies on DVD. I own them all on VHS but of course who still owns one of those. hahah
I love Henry Selick movies, I enjoy how dark they are. Nightmare before Christmas Is one of my alll time favorite movies.
I think that is about it for now!!!

Join me for movie nights, or suggest a movie for me to watch that you just love!!!

Blu-Ray addict.

Friday, September 30, 2011

Random thoughts

I feel so flustered and out of sink lately. I wonder if its alllllll that's going on in life or just my lack of true focus on anything right now. I need to make a constant reminder for myself everyday that I will and can be HAPPY! I am not alone... although honestly it feels like it. It feels like I am at a standstill at this moment in my life, not really digressing... but not progressing either. A still moment in my life is what I call it, I really would like to be working on things that make me happy and that I truly enjoy. So here I sit with my mind running wild of all the possibility's that lay before me. I am young, anything I could want or need are right here around me. Now that  being said,  a list of things I truly want right now is what I have decided to create. I will list the most honest and truest request I often find myself always thinking about. I will also make sure this list is something I can easily pursue or accomplish. I mean I cant sit here and say "Meet Chris Hemsworth and MARRY him" .....not possible ....or is it. ; ) haha you get my point.

1. Finish Eat, Pray, Love

2. Loose weight by being HEALTHY
3.Talk to that certain boy who catches my eye! 
4.Build Stronger relationships with those close to me 
5.Save MONEY!!!! 
6.Try new things..Food, Music, Activities, Books, Movies, etc...
7.Live each day knowing things truly do happen for a reason. 

I think that is a strong enough list at this point, I feel good about the things on here. Something I can work on everyday. I just need to take more BRAVE. Strike while I still have the time as my mom would put it. Truly live life, that's my ultimate goal at this point. After having such a harsh break up I feel re-born again in a sense, being exposed to a hole new life....a single life. No one to hold me back, hurt me, make me worry, make me cry, make me second guess myself.  Its just me...

and I'm learning to be perfectly okay with that. 

Thursday, September 29, 2011

What a day, had work from the crack of dawn this morning till just about 5pm. I am beat but not tired enough to skip my blog. There are some things I am digging at this moment and I thought I would blog about it...why not! :)

First is this new fragrance from Coach called Poppy Flower, smells AMAZING!!!
Second is going to my gym!!! I love it!! Such a stress reliever. I feel a SOOOOO much better after I spend an hour or so at the gym.
Third is my obsession for The Office, I love the relationship between Jim and Pam, and who can honestly say that don't want a boss like Micheal Scott.

Fourth! Going out with my friends and having a good time! It's been a long time since I have been single and its nice to just go out and enjoy the night.
more to come I promise!!!!

...It's been a while

.....How do I even begin, it feels like I have been to HELL and back. I finally fully recovered from surgery on my stomach although the scars don't fully go away I am happy to say that I no longer have that agonizing pain in my stomach anymore. WOOOOO! Now its just a different pain, after being with my boyfriend for 9 years we finally called it quits. I have no words to fully describe how hurt I am by the break up and as much as I wish I could say it was mutual.... it wasn't he unfortunately broke my heart in a million pieces. I wanted to take a break from life, literally shut down...but I cant I have to pick up whats left of me and keep moving on. It sucks EVERY SINGLE DAY....and I still have faith that the perfect person is out there for me It just wasn't him as much as I wanted it to be. I stopped blogging and stop using the popular social networks to prevent seeing stuff about him or having people question me about it. I did however want to write this blog, I kept a "Break Up" journal for myself it helped me vent alllll the things I really wanted to say but never wanted to get in touch with him about. Its kinda like those drunk txts that you send or those drunk phone calls you make that you wish someone would have grabbed that phone and said STOP!!!! I feel a huge weight lift from me after I write it alll down its like therapy without having to spend the money and then a light bulb went off and I said to myself MY BLOG!!! I totally stopped doing this verrrry thing I am writing in a book about. So now I am back blogging about my broken heart and how someone really heals after TRULY GOING THREW ONE OF THOSE LIFE DEFINING BREAK UPS, the first love, the first boyfriend the first everything is what he wast to me. The man I thought I would spend my WHOLE entire life with. Nine long years spent with this man, built me into the person I am today unfortunately butttt I have learned a lot from that relationship and I can honestly say its a day by day process but I am working on it, and happy to have a place to write all this stuff down. So if you do follow my blog bare with me its going to be a bumpy road. That being said I do believe things happen for a reason and this is just one test in the many I will run into in life and I am ready to tackle this head on!!! I hope you guys will come on this journey with me I still love make up and clothing and everything in between just a little broken right now but I will be fixed again I know it.



Wednesday, February 9, 2011

Wants versus Needs!

ELLOOO! Like usually there are a lot of things I am digging this month, other then the simple fact that I literally can eat whatever I want and have to hit the gym twice a day to maintain not gaining weight there are still some things lacking :) 

OHHHHHHHHHHHHHH and totally ran into a celebrity at my local Urban Outfitters! :) 
Yes there whole family was shopping at UO. Its Judd Apatow and wife Leslie Mann. Judd wrote and produced Funny People staring his wife and Adam Sandler. HUUUGE fan of his movies. And she is gorgeous in person. :) 

Anyways back on subject.....
 This bag is sooo adorable! I have had my eye on it for quite some time! Its about $60ish including shipping. But sooooo cute! If anyone else is interested the link is ------------->

To get my stuff done for school! BLAHHHHH so thrilled to have some time off from my surgery butttt It is time to get back to the real world and start putting my future back on the straight path! :) 

AHHHHH! Do I even need to say why! SOOOOO legit. My first pair of dunks I fell in love with but there old and thrashed so its time for some new bad boys!!! :) I want them sooooo bad! Pretty pricey but hey......

To visit my bestie! Its a must of the highest degree! She lives kinda far away but stilllll need to see her! <3 

<333333 hot damn!!! 

I think that is all for now. Well at least all I can think of, I feel like through out the day I know exactly what to say and put on here and then all of a sudden my brain goes into a malfunction and I have nooooo clue what to write or say! :) hahha 
Have a great night!

Sunday, January 30, 2011


Yes a friend convinced me to get a Tumblr and I must say I am quite obsessed with the site. Really cool I will post my link below if anyone wants to check it out :) 


Todays a new day!

Hello! I had to break away from eating to write this blog. Now that my health issues are a thing of the past It seems like I am devouring everything in site! haha Sooo solution to this obsessive eating is....
 Ohhhh my gosh! Sooo much fun! My best friend txt me one night that she was having a blast playing and typically anything she enjoys I enjoy so I ran out and got it for my self and I loved it! I personally get a work out from it. Me and my family played it for 2 hours and I was sweating my buns off. It wont be as affective as making it to the gym but It wouldn't hurt one night to give your self a break from the gym and dance your shoes off! :) fun easy way to get your butt in shape! :) I was reading an article in shape magazine where a women lost a punch of weight by just using her WII! how amazing is that. :) So I am going to be hitting the gym and my WII from now on!

Tuesday, January 25, 2011


The exciting news is that one night the health issues I have been suffering got so bad that I needed to go to the hospital and in result to me sucking it up and going to the emergency room I endured 2 surgery's :( I know TWO!!! It was painful and very scary being my first time to stay over night in a hospital and my first time having surgery and not only one but two. My mom was an angel and spent every day next to my bed comforting me and making sure I didn't have a break down! My friends send the most comforting txt's and calls. :) I received beautiful flowers and balloons and my dad even came into town to bring me the good news THAT I CAN COME HOME!!!! The doctor said the surgery went amazing and I wont suffer anymore pain. I almost cried after 4 months of dealing with this It was a huge weight off my shoulders. My nurse Karen was amazing!!!! We bonded as soon as I arrived. I doubt it will be the last time I see her she was just awesome! We called each other Amazing alll week haha I have pictures from the hospital and I am not to sure if I am going to post them hahah. I look like hell but I just might! I am so excited for my future and healing and getting back to my normal life. :) Thank you so much for reading this!!!! 

Monday, January 17, 2011

Its been a while!

My gosh this is my first blog of the New Year! I have been sooooo busy. Work,school,family,friends. I feel so bad for neglecting my blog and not writing daily life has just been so crazy. Still suffering from health issues but things are finally moving on the right track for me to get better! Which I am so excited about! I feel like there is so much for me to say but have lost allll the thoughts that I had early about things to put into this blog. grrr I hate when that happens. For starters I had a little movie date the other night and we saw....
Soooo good! Probably one of the best movies I have seen in a long time! :) Amazing acting, amazing story line. AHHH can not say enough about how good it was.

Music that I just cant stop listening to are...
Sleigh bells and Kings Of Leon! ahhhhhh ALLL DAY EVERY DAY! Both albums are probably my most played music on my ipod right now. Sooo goood.

Shows that I cant stop watching are...
Jersey Shore! I don't know what it is about these people but my gosh its entertaining! Just finished watching an episode right now actually! hahah 
The vampire diaries. Okay now I have only seen season one but I am so excited to get season two when It finally is out on dvd. :) obsessed with the story line and the amazing looking guys. <33 

Makeup that I am in love with....
Falsies Mascara is probably the best mascara I have every used! My eyelashes look like fake eyelashes love it!! 
My Milani bronzer! AHHHH I wear it every single day. Makes my skin look like a natural golden glow. So pretty! I suggest getting it asap! 

Extensions in my hair is another thing I am obsessed with. Soo natural looking and I got them at sally's beauty supply for a decent price. Well I think that is about it for this blog. I need to keep up with this more. <333